What did he
look like? What kind of human being was
he? What kind
of voice did he have? What could I expect
to hear? What would he say to me? And of
course, what would I say to him? What would
I feel? Given the very little time that
could probably be spent in his presence,
what could I possibly ask him to make the
most of that brief moment? What would the
best question be? What would we then talk
about? What topic could also be spontaneously
discussed? There were a lot of “what
about this, what about that…?” in
my head.
Over the months, I felt
the urge growing. I was curious, perplexed,
and, admittedly, a bit anxious too. Then
suddenly, the opportunity happened in
mid 2002, while I was in Paris for a
few days. I found myself restless, yet
paradoxically totally at peace.
The evening before the meeting,
one of his associates had given me a
little warning. I was advised that the
encounter could turn out to be either
a very pleasant experience or a very
unpleasant one. It would all depend on
the kind of energies I would irradiate.
Serge would feel and see them immediately.
His behavior and reaction to my presence
would be nothing more / nothing less
than the mere reflection of the energies
radiating from my inner “I.” I
remember saying that I was at peace,
confident, feeling like a patient going
to see a trusted doctor. I thus had no
apprehension about it.
We had agreed to a breakfast “rendezvous” in
a popular Café close to the Opera.
When I got there, I saw a quiet, self-assured
yet very humble man, wearing a baseball
cap, casual clothes and big reading glasses.
I was surprised. I did not expect him
to be so casual.
After the initial introduction,
I became so attentive to every word being
said around the table that all the questions
I had thought of asking for so many weeks
suddenly vanished. I could not think
of any. What was left was only an intense
desire to listen, to absorb the energy
of his words, to learn all that I could
in as little time as possible, just as
an avid student attending a private seminar.
A private seminar—that’s
essentially what my meeting with him
turned out to be—an informal but
intense initiatory lecture on God, Light,
Truth, Love, Reincarnation and Eternal
Life. I was blessed to have such privilege.
I admit not being able to recall the
details of the “lecture.” But
I do remember intensely the positive
energies that all the words I heard gave
me. There were also moments of loose
talk, laughter and seemingly banal reflections,
but these hid some more profound truth
behind the apparent lightness of the
conversation.
What impressed me most about
Serge was the disarming simplicity and
great humility of the human being sitting
in front of me.
When it was over, I remained
there a few minutes, reflecting not only
about the ephemeral nature of the event,
but also about its profound, long-lasting
effects on my spiritual quest for perfection.
Walking away from the Café, I
had a feeling of extreme lightness. For
sure, the energy I had absorbed had carried
me up one full flight of stairs in my
quest for Divine Light.
New York, 4 July 2002
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